Since you're gone my empty arms have nothing left to hold

I swear this is the last for today and I'll stop spamming you. IT'S NOT MY FAULT I can't do comment fic.

Title: I need an easy friend
Pairing: Jack/Castiel (-> Nirvana!Jack/future!Castiel strikes again)
Rating: light NC17
Words: 1900
Spoilers: for 5x04 for SPN, S3/S4 (the O6 storyline) for Lost.
Warnings: drinking, drugs, sex between two not exactly sober people.
Summary: “Don’t you have any self-respect?” Jack asks, inching closer, but the tone isn’t really reproachful. It’s just, he knows who he’s dealing with. “Not really,” Castiel agrees, “that disappeared along with my wings a long time ago.” Or, where the O6 still didn't go back to the island, Jack always ends up at Camp Chitaqua and he and Castiel still like to indulge in the same vices, except that here they're also regretting losing someone else.
A/N: written for invisiblelove (again!) at the comment fic meme! at spnlost_otp (again!) because her prompts are awesome. The prompt was angsty sex with Jack longing for Sawyer back on the island and Castiel mourning what Dean has become, except that they went where they wanted to go so idk if there's enough pining. ;) Also uh, I wouldn't put it in the same verse as the other f!Cas/nirvana!Jack I wrote because that one implied that they weren't pining, but the backstory would be pretty much the same. Also using for my hc_bingo fallen angels square. Title from Nirvana.

( “He doesn’t care anymore,” Castiel says as he hands Jack the bottle. )

Jack/Boone:

these two lanes will take us anywhere
Jack/Boone; R; 2000 words; goes AU from the end of S1 but there's some S3/S4 canon sneaking in. Anyway if you saw the S3 finale then you're okay. warning for mentions of drug and alcohol use and descriptions of scars.
After all, he can’t be that surprised. Or well, not after Jack rang his doorbell one year after they got rescued by that freighter full of crazy people. They hadn’t seen each other in all that time and when Boone opened the door, Jack was clean-shaven, had red-rimmed eyes and a shaking hand, and he asked whether he was up to go somewhere.
originally written for ozmissage at the five acts exchange; the prompts were road trip, wet and confessions, plus some bonus spooning. Title stolen from Bruce Springsteen.

slide up next to me
Jack/Boone; PG13; 1100; goes AU from late S1, so spoilers until then.
Jack is currently wearing leather, both trousers and jacket, and sitting on this black motorbike that seems just out of Easy Rider. He’s quite tanned, looking a lot better than last time Boone saw him, with a helmet in the crook of his arm, and Boone swallows and blinks a couple of times before answering.
originally written for haldoor at the five acts exchange; the prompts were motorcycles and wet. Title from Pearl Jam.

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the way you were
Kate, Sayid; PG; 970 words; spoilers up until 6x05, I think, but if you know the temple story you're safe.
She sees him sitting in the garden, looking at his surroundings in obvious puzzlement, and instead of running, for once, she walks straight ahead.
originally written for aurilly at the five acts exchange; the prompt was amnesia. Using for my hc_bingo amnesia square. Title half stolen from a Bon Jovi song that passed on the radio while I searched for one.

it's a matter of trust
Boone/Charlie; NC17; 1850 words; no spoilers; warnings for vampire AU of the whacky kind.
It’s just, the whole biting thing means getting into a completely different territory, and it also means acknowledging the whole thing with Boone’s fangs that they have sort of skillfully managed not to deal with that much until now.
originally written for toestastegood at the five acts exchange; the prompts were AU and marks. Set in the same 'verse as let the right one in, so reading that before would be advisable. Using for lostpicksix #35, fetish.

take it in and hold your breath
Miles/Richard; PG13; 846 words; spoilers up until the S6 finale.
The first time Richard smoked a cigarette, he coughed for a good five minutes after bringing it to his lips twice.
originally written for bittersweet25 at the five acts exchange; the prompts were cigarette sharing and first times. Title stolen from Bon Jovi.

ourselves to know
Daniel/Charlotte; PG; 1079 words; spoilers for the S6 finale.
He wasn’t expecting to meet her again so soon after the concert.
originally written for valhalla37 at the five acts exchange; the prompts were reunion and unexpected meetings. Using for chem15try #14, enantiomers. Title stolen from Warren Zevon.

Title: these two lanes will take us anywhere
Pairing: Jack/Boone
Rating: R
Words: 2000
Spoilers: goes AU from the end of S1 but there's some S3/S4 canon sneaking in. Anyway if you saw the S3 finale then you're okay.
Warnings: mention of drug and alcohol use, descriptions of scars.
Summary: After all, he can’t be that surprised. Or well, not after Jack rang his doorbell one year after they got rescued by that freighter full of crazy people. They hadn’t seen each other in all that time and when Boone opened the door, Jack was clean-shaven, had red-rimmed eyes and a shaking hand, and he asked whether he was up to go somewhere.
A/N: originally written for ozmissage at the five acts exchange; the prompts were road trip, wet and confessions, plus some bonus spooning. Title stolen from Bruce Springsteen.

( They crossed three states and Boone could count the times they had an actual conversation. )

Title: slide up next to me
Pairing: Jack/Boone
Rating: PG13
Words: 1100
Spoilers: goes AU from late S1 so until then?
Warnings: none really.
Summary: Jack is currently wearing leather, both trousers and jacket, and sitting on this black motorbike that seems just out of Easy Rider. He’s quite tanned, looking a lot better than last time Boone saw him, with a helmet in the crook of his arm, and Boone swallows and blinks a couple of times before answering.
A/N: originally written for haldoor at the five acts exchange; the prompts were motorcycles and wet. Title from Pearl Jam.

( “Need a ride?” )

Okay. I HAVE LUAU STUFF TODAY. I might have more before I need to be out to see Patti Smith today. And since I'm on a roll, apparently, I might have some tomorrow. Sorry in advance for spamming. This = the first.

Title: Down In A Hole
Rating: NC17
Warnings: sex, drugs usage, generous alcohol usage, mentions of orgies.
Pairing: Jack/Castiel [-> Nirvana!Jack/future!Cas.], implied one sided future!Cas/future!Dean
Words: 3260
Summary: Castiel doesn’t tell Jack that he sees himself in the way Jack’s hands shake, and that he has an Oxycodone bottle neatly lined on his nightstand, too. Or, the one where the Oceanic Six never went back to the island, Jack never detoxed and he's at Camp Chitaqua, too.
Spoilers: for 5x04, The End, for SPN, for the S3 finale and the O6 stuff for Lost. Except that then it goes AU, but I'd say you're safe if you saw S4.
Disclaimer: neither Lost nor SPN are mine. I swear.
A/N: for Queen missy_useless at lostsquee, who asked for crossovers. And I know she likes Jack. And... er. I'll admit. I had sort of decided that this pairing was a doable crossover pairing ages ago but I never went there for some reason, but I had this other idea that you might have liked it, so... I really hope you do? <33333 for the rest.. idek when I decided I liked the idea. I just hope it makes sense. ;) title from Alice In Chains.

( Castiel doesn’t really notice the doctor until he’s forced to. )

Oh dear WHAT HAVE I DONE FF WHAT HAVE I DONE. The luau is already making damage here.

: the perks of being a space pirate
: light NC17
: Charlie/Desmond, then ORGY. And when I say ORGY, I mean ORGY. In capital letters.
: 6500
: the Lost/Firefly fusion where Sawyer has a ship, Miles is his second-in-command, Desmond is the ship's priest, a bunch of other people are there, the key word on the ship is free love and Charlie is the musician Sawyer just hired. And where the hero of Canton is Sayid, but he hates that song.
: er, AU? For Lost none really, for Firefly general premises and some stuff but really, it's a fusion so no one from Firefly actually appears.
: I don't own anything. Joss Whedon, please forgive me for this. Darlton not so much.
: the gracious Queen toestastegood asked for 'the future' lostsquee luau. Today, I spent six hours in a library copying notes regarding Kant. I had the idea while doing that. Obviously it probably means I need my head checked, but still. I also wrote it while listening on repeat to the original Hero Of Canton song, and I probably shouldn't have. This is crack, sort of, so my only advice would be: don't take it too seriously. And I hope it fits the bill. ;) and since I'm here, using for au_abc, outerspace, and au_bingo, criminals. Oh dear what have I done. Also: all the planet names were used on Firefly and Wikipedia says it. I don't have the imagination for coming up with that kind of stuff.

( Our love for him now ain't hard to explain, the Hero Of Canton, the man they call Sayid. )

Okay, second-to-last of the ficlet reposting dumps I'll inflict on you. The first three are random het, the last two are SPN/Lost crossovers. Next is coming the Dean/Castiel in five hours or so and then I'll be done.

Lost het:

Cages
Jack/Juliet; mid S3 spoilers; 321 words; hard R; not mine.
This is not what you should be doing.
A/N: originally written for lenina20 for the five acts meme; the prompts were Stockholm syndrome, quick/rushed and angst. Second person POV. Sucky title sucks, but I have no imagination.
You’re losing your mind.

Keep Your Eyes On The Road And Your Hands Upon The Wheel
Kate/Sayid; S4 spoilers, then goes AU; 500 words: PG13; not mine.
It’s almost like a weird vacation. (Until they get caught, but who says that they will be? They’re both professionals, after all.)
A/N: originally written for the fic battle at lostsquee for the prompt road trip. This is, uh, weird. I guess. Title from The Doors.
The car is stolen.

Get It While You Can
Boone/Kate; S1 spoilers; 716 words: R; not mine.
He’s probably here just to prove to himself that he can be with someone who is everything Shannon isn’t and since there’s nothing else he wants, Kate will let him have it.
A/N: originally written for the fic battle at lostsquee for the prompt nothing good ever happens past midnight. Title from Janis Joplin.
They should know better, and they probably do, but it doesn’t stop them anyway.

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Lost/SPN crossovers:

And You Could Smell The Whiskey Burning
Ellen/Sayid; S2 spoilers (SPN) + S4 spoilers (Lost); 940 words; R; not mine.
What stands out to her isn’t his clothing (too refined, too pricey, too new) and it isn’t his features either (dark skin, definitely Arab, foreign accent, a better grammar than most people Ellen usually talks to); what stands out, is that he orders MacClutcheon’s.
A/N: originally written for the fic battle at lostsquee for the prompt whiskey. Title from Steve Earle.
Ellen hasn’t seen someone looking so dead since Dean the day after he sold his soul, and who knows if this guy hasn’t sold his, too?

Sympathy For The Devil
Lucifer/Man In Black (-> Lucifer/War, implies also Jacob/MIB); 5x02 spoilers (SPN), general S5/S6 spoilers (Lost); 1280 words; hard R; not mine.
“I was waiting for you,” the real devil says as you finally stand in front of him again.
A/N: originally written for toestastegood for the five acts meme; the prompts were rough sex, holding hands and reunion. Title from the Rolling Stones.
You snort and try not to pay attention; after all, it’s just a vessel. And even if it has the face of the person who kept you there since Lucifer first fell, you can let a grudge go.

Augh. I was sure I had LESS stuff to re-post. Anyway. These are all either for the Five Acts meme or from the lostsquee fic battle back in January. Not using my usual header format, but if I did this would clog up half of your f-lists and really, not. These is all Lost and all slash. Het is coming tomorrow along with the fandoms that are NOT Supernatural. Which is coming on Sunday.

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Desmond/Sayid:

The Flesh Is Weak
Desmond/Sayid; S4 spoilers. 613 words, NC17; not mine.
Sayid probably doesn’t even know, but the way his hands are sure and practiced as he picks the broken engine part up and breaks it in pieces and observes it, the way they’re dirty with grease but still functional is making things to Desmond’s stomach.
A/N: originally written for the lostsquee fic battle, for the prompt gear; using for lostpicksix #36, quickie.
Because the flesh is weak, the old saying recites, and it’s generally true.

I Gazed A Gazeless Stare
Desmond/Sayid; 6x12 spoilers. 1372 words, NC17, warning for light bondage and breath-play; not mine.
“Brother, I just was tryin’ to get a reaction out of you. Seems like I did it, aye?”
A/N: originally written for wandersfound for the Five Acts meme (prompts: breathplay, hurt/comfort/kissing); using for lostpicksix #3, kink. Title from Nirvana/David Bowie.
Desmond’s eyes open up and stare right back into Sayid’s and if he’s surprised at having been tied against the tree, he doesn’t show it.

We'll Meet On Edges, Soon
alt!Desmond/alt!Sayid; 6x13 spoilers. 814 words, light R; not mine.
“Aren’t you afraid that someone will catch you, eventually?”; “I reckon that one day they will, but by then my job will be done.” Desmond shrugs, and Sayid doesn’t ask what the job is. He’s sure he won’t get an answer anyway.
A/N: originally written for aboutbunnies for the Five Acts meme (prompts: fugitives, kissing); using for lostpicksix #12, motel.
At times, Desmond disappears and Sayid stays at the motel.

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Jack/Boone:

You Look At Me Now And Don't Think I Don't Know
Jack/Boone; S3 finale spoilers. 295 words, PG13, warning for drug use and Nirvana!Jack; not mine.
“You can’t do this to yourself,” Boone keeps on, a hand on Jack’s wrist squeezing it lightly and it’d feel just so good, so warm, so alive if only Jack’s fingers weren’t brushing against Boone’s own wrist. There’s no pulse. He can’t even have a proper delusion, these days.
A/N: originally written for the lostsquee fic battle for the with the prompt pills; using for lostpicksix #15, intoxicated. Title from Steve Earle.
“You should quit them,” Boone says softly, sitting on the edge of Jack’s battered mattress.

Outside Looking In
Jack/Boone, Sawyer; spoiler-free, set in S1. 701 words, NC17, warning for rimming and voyeurism; not mine.
Where Sawyer is innocently taking a walk and stumbles over something he really wasn't expecting to see. Ever.
A/N: originally written for haldoor for the Five Acts meme (prompts: rimming, voyeurism). Using for 2x5obsessions #5, entwined.
Well, he figures, next time he needs a free peep show, he can keep an eye on those two.

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Other pairings:

When You're Down And Out
Miles/Daniel; spoilers up to 5x08. 589 words, PG13; not mine.
If you had asked him on the freighter, he’d have laughed in your face. Because really. Sharing a bed with Daniel Faraday in the seventies in the worst tropical heat ever existed?
A/N: originally written for ozmissage for the Five Acts meme (prompts: kissing, hot nights, sharing a bed, domesticity). Using for chem15try #12, transition state. Title from Simon & Garfunkel.
Miles is actually fine with it, all things considered.

At Dusk The Stars All Appear
Jack/Sawyer; set early-ish in the series so spoiler-free. 670 words, light r; not mine.
Jack never asked him what was in his letter, and Sawyer won’t ask him why he inks stars on his biceps.
A/N: originally written for gemjam for the Five Acts meme (prompts: tattoos, stars). Title from Bruce Springsteen.
Sometimes Sawyer thinks he should ask Jack why the hell would he get stars tattooed on his arm.

It's A Long Way Down To Nothing At All
Jack/Sayid; early S6 spoilers (set before 6x05). 639 words, light NC17; not mine.
“I don’t care what they said,” Jack whispers low as he pushes Sayid back against the wall of the Temple’s room with the pool, feeling like he needs closeness to say this, “you’re not dead or going dark side or whatever he means. You’re not. Hear me? Not under my watch.”
A/N: originally written for mollivanders for the Five Acts meme (prompts: worrying for someone, wall sex). Title from U2.
Jack needs to make his point.

Black Becomes Me Well
Jacob/Man in black; spoilers up to the S5 finale. 432 words, PG13; not mine.
The chessboard rests on the sand, undisturbed by the waves; they just don’t reach it, nor the two men sitting on the opposite sides of it.
A/N: originally written for the lostsquee fic battle, with the prompt chess. Title from a quote from The Seventh Seal.
The one dressed in white has the black side, the one dressed in black has the white.

It'll Wash Away
dead!Boone/dead!Charlie; spoilers up to the S3 finale. 1058 words, PG; not mine.
“I’m the only one who remembers, but you all… arrive like this. Anyway, your name is Charlie Pace and you were with me in a plane crash.”
A/N: originally written for the lostsquee fic battle, with the prompt amnesia. Title from Steve Earle, sort of.
He had sort of hoped that with Charlie it would be different.

Sacrifices Suck (but it could be worse)
Boone/Charlie/the smoke monster; spoilers up to the S5 finale, warning for tentacle sex, utter and unrepentant crack, wackiness and possible mental scarring. 1431 words, NC17; not mine, in this case luckily.
The only sensible answer they agreed upon was trying to stop the smoke monster from interfering; without such an ally out of the field (for not-John, of course), things would have been at least evened out; and then the problem became, how the fuck were they going to distract the smoke monster?
A/N: originally written for the lostsquee fic battle, with the prompt tentacle sex. This is all toestastegood's fault, by the way. And I warned you up there. Don't say I scarred you for life.
Sometimes Boone thinks that if there were prizes for people who didn’t learn their lesson even after death, he and Charlie would have won them all already with honors.

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Duuuh. Will probably crosspost tomorrow so that I don't clog all fic comms at the same time. :/

Title: Cages
Rating: hard R
Pairing: Jack/Juliet
Words: 321
Summary: This is not what you should be doing.
Spoilers: mid S3.
Disclaimer: Lost isn't mine, duh.
A/N: originally written for lenina20 for the five acts meme; the prompts were Stockholm syndrome, quick/rushed and angst. Second person POV. Sucky title sucks, but I have no imagination.

( You’re losing your mind. )

Title: Keep Your Eyes On The Road And Your Hands Upon The Wheel
Rating: PG13
Pairing: Kate/Sayid
Words: 500
Summary: It’s almost like a weird vacation. (Until they get caught, but who says that they will be? They’re both professionals, after all.)
Spoilers: goes AU from S4.
Disclaimer: Lost isn't mine, duh.
A/N: originally written for the fic battle at lostsquee for the prompt road trip. This is, uh, weird. I guess. Title from The Doors.

( The car is stolen. )

Title: Get It While You Can
Rating: R
Pairing: Boone/Kate
Words: 716
Summary: He’s probably here just to prove to himself that he can be with someone who is everything Shannon isn’t and since there’s nothing else he wants, Kate will let him have it.
Spoilers: for S1? It's set then.
Disclaimer: Lost isn't mine, duh.
A/N: originally written for for the fic battle at lostsquee, the prompt was nothing good ever happens past midnight. Er, well, Kate was missing in my write-Boone/everyone-quest. Title from Janis Joplin.

( They should know better, and they probably do, but it doesn’t stop them anyway. )

Title: It's A Long Way Down To Nothing At All
Rating: light NC17
Pairing: Jack/Sayid
Words: 639
Summary: “I don’t care what they said,” Jack whispers low as he pushes Sayid back against the wall of the Temple’s room with the pool, feeling like he needs closeness to say this, “you’re not dead or going dark side or whatever he means. You’re not. Hear me? Not under my watch.”
Spoilers: for early S6. Set between the premiere and 6x05.
Disclaimer: Again, Lost isn't mine.
A/N: originally written for mollivanders for the five acts meme; the prompts were worrying and sex against a wall. BTW: totally AU since I wrote it too late, probably. ;) Title from U2.

( Jack needs to make his point. )