Since you're gone my empty arms have nothing left to hold

Title: he said I was his friend
Pairing: Desmond/Sayid (plus alt!Sayid/Shannon and Desmond/Penny)
Rating: R-ish
Word Count: 2500 ca
Spoilers: up until the finale, said ep. included.
Warnings: I don't think it deems warning.
Summary: what really happened at the well when Sayid didn't shoot Desmond.
Disclaimer: Lost is not mine. This would have definitely happened.
A/N: extremely late luau fic for zelda_zee, who wanted Sayid and/or friendships. Er, this didn't want not to be shippy but the aspect is definitely included. And I hope you like it, in spite of writing it a month after you requested it. *hides* Using also for lostpicksix, friends first. Title from either David Bowie or Nirvana, as you like it best.

( He was about to shoot. It was question of a couple of seconds. )

Haaai, this is me trying to post luau fic at the last moment. Expect another now and a couple/three between today and tomorrow, if I manage to do everything I want to do.

Title: the dice roll so deceptively
Pairing: Desmond/Kate/Sayid
Rating: NC17
Word Count: 1837
Spoilers: up until the finale.
Warnings: well, it's a threesome and sex happens..?
Summary: alt!AU where Desmond finds a way to spice up his time in jail with both Sayid and Kate.
Disclaimer: Lost is not mine. This would have probably happened...
A/N: LAATE luau fic for queens aurilly and j_corrosion, who wanted Sayid getting some love. They said het and slash were both fair game and Sayid/Kate was, too, and... uh. I hope shameless porn where one of the participants can't join in works for the both of you? Using also for lostpicksix, threesome, and au_abc, inmates. Title from Patti Smith.

( Kate can’t believe that this is happening. )

I have another two I need to post but for this evening this is all I can manage. See you tomorrow with the rest.

Title: let the right one in
Pairing: Boone/Charlie
Rating: Pg13
Words: around 3100
Spoilers: AU, therefore no spoilers.
Warnings: ... none really.
Summary: where Charlie just wants to get laid and spend a nice evening, and Boone is the only pro-life vampire (who goes to marches) that ever existed.
A/N: for former Queen yersi_fanel at lostsquee; she wanted Charlie and AUs. Uhm. I really, really hope this is to your liking. Because, uhm, I usually don't do vampires, but I had the idea and I couldn't resist that. Also, if it isn't crack, it's most definitely humor. I hope it fits the bill! :D using for au_abc, vampires, and the fantasy & supernatural: vampires square on my au_bingo card.

( I just met the only pro-life vampire who ever existed. My life is officially fucking weird, Charlie thinks. )

Last for now. I may have some more tonight. I will def. have more tomorrow.

Title: you'll whisper sweet lies to me (and one of them will be true)
Rating: PG13
Warnings: second person pov in the first part, wacky concept I guess.
Pairing: mild Jacob/MIB (->Samuel), both regular and alt.
Words: 950 ca
Summary: You have always known that Jacob lies. You know it like you know the back of your hand, but you’re brothers; as much as Jacob tries not to show it, he knows that he can’t really fool you. The problem is that Jacob’s lies are usually such sweet ones.
Spoilers: up until the S6 finale. Heavy.
Disclaimer: Lost isn't mine. Really.
A/N: for former queen weatheredlaw at lostsquee who asked for music inspired fic and had angsty Jacob/MIB among the options for pairings. I used The Aspidistra Files by Stars (from where the title comes from, too), even if.. er. Idek if it qualifies as angsty enough or even where it came from. Features second person/third person POV switches even if it's always the same POV, more or less. I really, really hope that you like it, and sorry if it's... weird? Also, implies that the MIB getting out of the cave wasn't the same that went in.

( “Well, good to know. So you’re finally coming with me now this time, or what?” )

This is always me catching up.

Title: long walk home
Rating: PG
Warnings: implied canon character death.
Characters/Pairing: Jin, Ji Yeon; Sun/Jin.
Words: 920
Summary: the AU where Jin doesn't die.
Spoilers: er, let's say S6 entirely and cut it there. ;)
Disclaimer: Lost isn't mine. Yes, they never let me buy rights when I try.
A/N: for former queens tellshannon815 and isis2015 who asked for Sun and/or Jin at the lostsquee luau. And who weren't pleased with that certain thing happening in 6x14. Er, this probably doesn't fill the request perfectly because I kept half of that certain thing, but it didn't want to go away and it wanted to be written and it does have Sun/Jin, so.. I hope you both like it anyway. :) Title from Bruce Springsteen.

( you have to meet her. If she can’t have the both of us, then she should have you )

Okay. I HAVE LUAU STUFF TODAY. I might have more before I need to be out to see Patti Smith today. And since I'm on a roll, apparently, I might have some tomorrow. Sorry in advance for spamming. This = the first.

Title: Down In A Hole
Rating: NC17
Warnings: sex, drugs usage, generous alcohol usage, mentions of orgies.
Pairing: Jack/Castiel [-> Nirvana!Jack/future!Cas.], implied one sided future!Cas/future!Dean
Words: 3260
Summary: Castiel doesn’t tell Jack that he sees himself in the way Jack’s hands shake, and that he has an Oxycodone bottle neatly lined on his nightstand, too. Or, the one where the Oceanic Six never went back to the island, Jack never detoxed and he's at Camp Chitaqua, too.
Spoilers: for 5x04, The End, for SPN, for the S3 finale and the O6 stuff for Lost. Except that then it goes AU, but I'd say you're safe if you saw S4.
Disclaimer: neither Lost nor SPN are mine. I swear.
A/N: for Queen missy_useless at lostsquee, who asked for crossovers. And I know she likes Jack. And... er. I'll admit. I had sort of decided that this pairing was a doable crossover pairing ages ago but I never went there for some reason, but I had this other idea that you might have liked it, so... I really hope you do? <33333 for the rest.. idek when I decided I liked the idea. I just hope it makes sense. ;) title from Alice In Chains.

( Castiel doesn’t really notice the doctor until he’s forced to. )

Title: the fake gay couple from Cincinnati
Rating: PG13, mostly for wackiness
Characters/Pairing: Mark Pellegrino, Titus Welliver; mentions of half of the Lost/Supernatural cast, with Misha Collins being particularly present. Yes, yes, I know.
Words: 3000 ca
Summary: where Mark Pellegrino realizes that it's destiny that he and Titus Welliver star in things together, Misha Collins is a smooth bastard, they talk about conventions and fanfiction and their Lost scripts and they are totally bffs. And they also want a spin-off.
Spoilers: ee. For the Lost finale, sort of for Twisted, some for SPN S5, then if you consider them spoilers, also for Moving Alan, Dexter and Deadwood. Tho the last three are really stuff you'll find on the IMDB summary.
Disclaimer: Mark Pellegrino, Titus Welliver and everyone else mentioned in this are so NOT mine. Really. They sooo are not. NOTHING IS!
A/N: written for former Queen gottalovev at lostsquee. Uh. She asked for bffs. Her icon had Mark Pellegrino & Titus Welliver. She also said she would like RPF and crossovers. This... IDEK where the fuck this came from but it features those two being bffs, mentions of half of the SPN cast which I guess features as a crossover and it's totally crack. I hope it's to your liking and sorry for the lateness! Seriously. I haven't written RPS in ages, I feel so weird.
A/N 2: now, this stuff is full of references, but I feel like I need to link at least a couple of things or otherwise stuff might be obscure: Buzzline interview (from where the title is from, sorta), EW's Totally Lost part 5 (six is in the links on the left), Moving Alan (this is the part where there's Misha Collins and Mark. Mark is the clown that gets on fire), Twisted's IMDB page. This should cover mostly everything. Re the stories from conventions... well, it's all true, lol.

( “What?” Mark asks, “Are you starring in this, too?” // “I’m your goddamn horseman,” Titus smirks back, and Mark wonders if someone up there isn’t doing this on purpose. )

Title: Half Of My Heart
Rating: PG
Characters/Pairing: Juliet, Miles, Sawyer (pre Sawyer/Juliet)
Words: 1330
Summary: “Is someone having an existential crisis?” Miles asks as he sits where Sawyer had sat last time they were here, wearing one of those hideous jumpsuits, and Juliet lets out a small breath of relief.
Spoilers: up until 5x08.
Disclaimer: nothing is mine. Really.
A/N: written for former queen ozmissage at the lostsquee luau. She wanted ladies, especially Juliet. I was brainstorming and Miles decided that he wanted a say, too, and this came up. Er, I hope it's to your liking? And sorry for the lateness. Title from John Mayer.

( The two weeks she gave him are almost over and she doesn’t know what to do. )

Oh dear WHAT HAVE I DONE FF WHAT HAVE I DONE. The luau is already making damage here.

: the perks of being a space pirate
: light NC17
: Charlie/Desmond, then ORGY. And when I say ORGY, I mean ORGY. In capital letters.
: 6500
: the Lost/Firefly fusion where Sawyer has a ship, Miles is his second-in-command, Desmond is the ship's priest, a bunch of other people are there, the key word on the ship is free love and Charlie is the musician Sawyer just hired. And where the hero of Canton is Sayid, but he hates that song.
: er, AU? For Lost none really, for Firefly general premises and some stuff but really, it's a fusion so no one from Firefly actually appears.
: I don't own anything. Joss Whedon, please forgive me for this. Darlton not so much.
: the gracious Queen toestastegood asked for 'the future' lostsquee luau. Today, I spent six hours in a library copying notes regarding Kant. I had the idea while doing that. Obviously it probably means I need my head checked, but still. I also wrote it while listening on repeat to the original Hero Of Canton song, and I probably shouldn't have. This is crack, sort of, so my only advice would be: don't take it too seriously. And I hope it fits the bill. ;) and since I'm here, using for au_abc, outerspace, and au_bingo, criminals. Oh dear what have I done. Also: all the planet names were used on Firefly and Wikipedia says it. I don't have the imagination for coming up with that kind of stuff.

( Our love for him now ain't hard to explain, the Hero Of Canton, the man they call Sayid. )

Oh dear. I'm so nervous about this one.

Title: It's Fun To Lose And To Pretend
Fandom: Lost
Character: Nirvana!Jack (plus light Jack/Sawyer and Jack/Juliet implied)
Rating: er, does hard PG-13 exist? Look at the warnings.
Warnings: Heavy spoilers for the S3/S4 finales. Anndd.. there's drug use, alcohol, abundance of grunge music, ghosts, delusional fantasies and musings about dead grunge singers which aren't necessarily of the sane kind.
Summary: It starts just because he needs something loud enough.
Tracks/Words: 13 tracks, 4850 words.
Notes: for Queen alliecat8 at lostsquee, who asked for Jack love. Errrr. This is so not happy or fluffy or anything else but when you commented somewhere that you used to like Nirvana a lot and then you asked for Jack I had to dust this off. Because I had like three sections written since ages and I never brought myself to go forward, but I always wanted to actually write something regarding why the hell does Jack like grunge music so much and I swear it was done out of pure love. I ♥ Jack like, a lot. And I have a bit of Jack/Sawyer in there too, even if sorry again, nothing of the HAPPY! sort.
Notes #2: if I ever wrote something music-inspired where the music is an integral part of the whole thing, this is it. So I used box.net because it should give you the possibility to hear stuff without downloading if you open the link in another window, either from the direct one on the song or from the widget I put in the bottom. And I sincerely hope it didn't end up being cryptic or something. I'm so nervous about this really. Also, the Uncut copy really exists. I own it. And I know that Janis Joplin isn't grunge, it's just that IMHO her song fits. ;) Uh, and Scentless Apprentice and Gouge Away were the ones in the actual show. Okay. I'm shutting up.



( He might try with pills and alcohol, but they won't shut his father up anymore; after a couple of weeks, he realizes how much of a hopeless cause it is. He'll appear anyway; Jack will have to listen to him anyway.  )