Fic, Lost: Night Vision (Sawyer/Sayid), R, for 5_loves

Because clearly writing Sawyer/Sayid in the breaks from Kant is a good idea, isn't it? *sigh* Anyway, I'm posting this now just out of superstition. Because I'm not usually a superstitious one, hell no, but I realized the other day that previous term, I had posted fic the day before or just immediately before the exam in the ones I got my best marks, so well, what should I say? *sighs and crosses fingers* *gets her head back on Kant* *sighs again*

Title: Night Vision
Rating: R
Pairing: Sawyer/Sayid
Word Count: around 4840
Disclaimer: well, not mine? Yes?
Summary: The important thing is that Sawyer always says that he’s doing alright, really doing alright, and that he shouldn’t be ashamed of it. Sayid still wants to think he isn’t real and that everything he says is what his subconscious needs to hear. Admitting that what Sawyer does is what his subconscious wants is a whole lot more difficult.
Spoilers: Uhm, general S4? At least up until 4x09.
A/N: All the places hereby mentioned except the island exist and have been visited by yours truly (the hotel in Paris is one where I stayed for two days or so) and all the places in Rome hereby mentioned exist and are some of yours truly's favorites to hang out. The bookshop and the coffee shop especially. The fair in Seville I was referring to is this one. The absinthe thing is also true but I don't like it much. Beware that I had the idea listening to Neil Young's Heart of Gold for how impossible it might seem, which says a lot about my brain's state. For 5_loves #2, skin. Title stolen from Suzanne Vega because she sort of became my studying soundtrack and I steal. Nominated for Best Slash Fic at lost_fic_awards, June 2008.



( Why it’s Sawyer becomes a meaningless question; it’s him and knowing why wouldn’t really add anything or be of some help. Not at all. )

Fic, Lost: Night Vision (Sawyer/Sayid), R, for 5_loves

Because clearly writing Sawyer/Sayid in the breaks from Kant is a good idea, isn't it? *sigh* Anyway, I'm posting this now just out of superstition. Because I'm not usually a superstitious one, hell no, but I realized the other day that previous term, I had posted fic the day before or just immediately before the exam in the ones I got my best marks, so well, what should I say? *sighs and crosses fingers* *gets her head back on Kant* *sighs again*

Title: Night Vision
Rating: R
Pairing: Sawyer/Sayid
Word Count: around 4840
Disclaimer: well, not mine? Yes?
Summary: The important thing is that Sawyer always says that he’s doing alright, really doing alright, and that he shouldn’t be ashamed of it. Sayid still wants to think he isn’t real and that everything he says is what his subconscious needs to hear. Admitting that what Sawyer does is what his subconscious wants is a whole lot more difficult.
Spoilers: Uhm, general S4? At least up until 4x09.
A/N: All the places hereby mentioned except the island exist and have been visited by yours truly (the hotel in Paris is one where I stayed for two days or so) and all the places in Rome hereby mentioned exist and are some of yours truly's favorites to hang out. The bookshop and the coffee shop especially. The fair in Seville I was referring to is this one. The absinthe thing is also true but I don't like it much. Beware that I had the idea listening to Neil Young's Heart of Gold for how impossible it might seem, which says a lot about my brain's state. For 5_loves #2, skin. Title stolen from Suzanne Vega because she sort of became my studying soundtrack and I steal. Nominated for Best Slash Fic at lost_fic_awards, June 2008.



( Why it’s Sawyer becomes a meaningless question; it’s him and knowing why wouldn’t really add anything or be of some help. Not at all. )