Five Acts meme

[janie_tangerine]

Okay, this is my list for toestastegood's AWESOME five acts meme.

Rules are:

- Post a list of your five favorite sexual acts/kinks. At the bottom, add what fandoms/pairings you're interested in.
- Read other people's lists.
- Post comment-fic based off of other people's lists.

My list (half kinks and half tropes I guess)

[PS: random order, not preference.]

1. crossdressing: okay, say what you want, but men dressed as women and viceversa totally makes me a satisfied reader. I'm okay with any degree of it, whether it's just underwear or full-on crossdressing.

2. amnesia: I have such a thing for amnesia fic. Either with just one character forgetting stuff or the both of them, it's awesome either way.

3. consensual d/s: okay, this is nothing I write usually because for some reason I'm crap at it, but give me some fully/entirely consensual d/s and I'll love you forever. I don't care if it's some 24/7 thing or not, as long as there's no non-con going on I'm a happy camper.

4. hurt/comfort: call me a sap. I can't resist it. Especially when combined with any of the other items in the list, but give me some nice h/c (as unconventional as you want) and I won't resist it. It doesn't really have to be sexual either.

5. music: which might not be a proper kink, but it's totally my thing. I like people playing instruments (and maybe character A gets turned on if character B plays), or people having sex with music in the background, hell, band AUs are totally a-okay. Hell, singing even!

Fandoms and pairings

Lost: Jack/Boone, Desmond/Sayid, Jack/Sawyer, Boone/Charlie, Jacob/Richard, any combination of Jack/Sawyer/Sayid/Boone really, Desmond/Penny, Jack/Juliet, Daniel/Desmond and Frank/anyone really are my favorites, but I'm of open views. As long as the pairing doesn't involve Locke or Ben and isn't Kate/Sawyer, Jack/Kate and Sawyer/Juliet? I'm all in.
Supernatural: Dean/Castiel, Dean/Sam/Castiel, Dean/Sam, Sam/Castiel (yeah, I totally have imagination), Ash/Andy (SO WHAT? Random but awesome XD), actually Ash/everyone, screw it, the world needs more Ash XD, Dean/Jimmy, Castiel/Jimmy (hell, Dean/Cas/Jimmy is totally awesome too). Oh, and Chuck/Becky? XD [hint: I prefer it if Dean bottoms if you go for a Dean pairing, but if he wants to top it's fine either way. ;)]
The Dark Tower series: Roland/Eddie, Cuthbert/Alain, Roland/Eddie/Susannah.
Good Omens: Crowley/Aziraphale, Newt/Anathema if you're feeling bold.
Chuck: Chuck/Bryce, Ellie/Awesome.
Deadwood: Jane/Joanie (this one is probably hopeless but hey, I'm trying XD), Sol/Trixie.
The Three Musketeers (same as the previous, but hey. Let's try it. XD): Athos/d'Artagnan, Porthos/Aramis, Rochefort/Richelieu (come on, OTP!). Also friendship and not-slash is awesome.
The Vampire porn Diaries: Damon/Alaric, Damon/any male character that isn't Jeremy or Tyler.
Firefly: Zoe/Wash, Mal/Simon.
Six Feet Under: David/Keith, Nate/Brenda.
Friday Night Lighs: Tim/Jason, possibly set before S2.
Watchmen: Daniel/Rorschach.

Okay, that covers it.

What I've written:

- Lucifer/Esau which is kinda Lucifer/War + implied Jacob/Esau (Lost/SPN crossover), reunion + hand holding, NC17 for toestastegood [spoilers for the first part of SPN S5 and up until 6x09 in Lost just to be sure]
- Jack/Boone + Sawyer (Lost), rimming + voyeurism, NC17 for haldoor
- Damon/Alaric (Vampire Diaries), knife-play, R for gottalovev
- Bryce/Chuck (Chuck), post-apocalypse + rainy weather + motels, R for gigglemonster
- Desmond/Sayid (Lost), breathplay + kissing + touching + h/c-ish stuff, NC17 for wandersfound [spoilers up to 6x12]
- Miles/Daniel (Lost), forced to share a bed + kissing + sort-of-cuddling, PG13 for ozmissage
- Damon/Alaric (Vampire Diaries), blood-play, NC17 for fullonswayzed
- past!Dean/future!Castiel (SPN), rimming + sort of biting, NC17 for mf_luder_xf
- Dean/Castiel (SPN), protectiveness + h/c, sorta, PG-ish for catoasapun
- Dean/Castiel (SPN), orgasm denial + established relationship, NC17 for invisiblelove
- Desmond/Sayid (Lost), fugitives + kissing, either light r or hard pg13 for aboutbunnies
- Ellie/Awesome (Chuck), food, pg for rayruz
- Sam/Castiel (SPN), AU + sort of staring + movies (grad!student!Sam + librarian!Cas), PG13 for hopelessfangirl
- Jack/Sawyer (Lost), stars + tattoos + light foreplay but just barely, light R or hard PG13 for gemjam
- Dean/Castiel (SPN), restraints + blowjobs + first times, NC17 for zelda_zee
- Dean/Castiel (SPN), coats + voices + h/c-ish + begging, NC17 for bold_seer
- Sam/Castiel/Dean (SPN), fingers + sort of double penetration + kissing for entangled_now
- Jack/Juliet (Lost), angst + quick + stockholm syndrome for lenina20
- Dean/Castiel (SPN), foot fetish, hard Pg13 for emerald_embers
- Jack/Sayid (Lost), sex against a wall + worry, hard R or light NC17 for mollivanders
- Faramir/Eòwyn (Lotr), happy endings + happiness + lightlightlight possessiveness, PG for yersi_fanel
- Dean/Castiel (SPN), crossdressing + sort of biting, NC17 for cs_whitewolf
- Dean/Castiel (SPN), orgasm denial + coming untouched, NC17 for liadan14

Comments

i remember hearts that beat; chuck/bryce; amnesia + music

[gigglemonster.livejournal.com]

Bryce has always felt responsible for Chuck. Why, he’s not sure. They’re the same age and Chuck is probably the smartest guy he’s ever met.

Hell, it’s the reason he’s gotten Chuck into this mess in the first place.

The intersect backfired. It uploaded wrong, too fast, there were files missing. The reason doesn’t matter. It didn’t work and it cost Chuck his mind and his freedom.

Because of Bryce, Chuck ends up in a CIA hospital with no memories of his past. (No memories of Bryce Larkin being his greatest nemesis)

In the end, it's just one more mistake in a long line of things Bryce thought he was doing for Chuck’s own good.

+++

The first week Bryce can’t even bring himself to see Chuck, let alone talk to him.

He paces outside Chuck’s room while he sleeps and tries to think of a way to ask for Chuck’s forgiveness that won’t make him hate Bryce before he even gets to know him.

+++

Bryce introduces himself under the guise of being one of Chuck’s doctors. (Hi, we were best friends at Stanford for three years before I got you kicked out for cheating probably wouldn’t get him very far)

Chuck doesn’t talk much those first few days.

What is there to say?

Chuck doesn’t remember his family, his friends or his job. He doesn’t even remember his favorite song. He tells Bryce as much and buries his head in his hands.

“I’m sorry,” Chuck sighs. “It’s not your fault. Hey, I guess this is as good a time as any to just pick a new favorite song, right?” he laughs, a smile that doesn’t reach his eyes.

Bryce’s chest aches.

+++

Chuck wants to be pissed, but mostly he’s just confused. He feels like all his thoughts are on the tip of his tongue and the whole world is just out of his reach.

The feeling is worse when Bryce is there.

Chuck can tell Bryce wants him to remember. He can see it in his eyes and hear the desperation in his voice.

Every once in a while Chuck considers making memories up, but something stops him.

Somehow he knows Bryce would be able to tell if he was lying.

+++

Bryce spends weeks trying to jog Chuck’s memory. He tries recalling Chuck’s memories to him as if they’re his own.

He even tells Chuck about the best friend he had in college. They’d fooled around a few times and it was probably the first time Bryce was in love but he’d never had the stones to actually do something about it.

“Too late now,” Bryce shrugs.

+++

Chuck is pretty sure that the stories Bryce tells him are things he’s never told anyone else. It’s moments like those that Chuck wishes, more than anything, that he could remember. Just so he could return the favor.

He kisses Bryce instead. Chuck expects Bryce to push him away but instead feels Bryce’s hands twist through is hair, tugging him closer.

Chuck leans back, pulling Bryce on top of him. He feels stubble scratch his lip.

Bryce’s mouth and solid warm weight on top of him are the first things in months that feel even remotely familiar.

+++

Bryce buys Chuck a copy of Arcade Fire’s first album.

“42 minutes and 15 seconds of awesome,” he says tossing the case on Chuck’s bed.

An auditory aphrodisiac. Chuck’s words from what might as well be another life.

“You’ll have to let me know which track is your favorite,” Bryce says and kisses Chuck’s smile.

Whatever his life was before this, Chuck hopes Bryce was in it.

-fin

Re: i remember hearts that beat; chuck/bryce; amnesia + music

[janie-tangerine.livejournal.com]

OMGOMGOMG I LOVE YOU FOREVER THIS IS PERFECT.

I just, YES to all of this? I loved that the amnesia was the intersect's fault, one never thinks about what could go wrong with that and instead... duuh THIS WAS HEARTBREAKING. ;__; And you got them down so well. I could hear the both of them perfectly and I seriously didn't know who I wanted to hug most.

He paces outside Chuck’s room while he sleeps and tries to think of a way to ask for Chuck’s forgiveness that won’t make him hate Bryce before he even gets to know him.

THIS POSITIVELY KILLED ME. ;__; It packed such a punch. The favorite song bit totally packed another. And I loved that despite it they still have a connection here. Also the kiss totally made me melt or something very close to it.

Whatever his life was before this, Chuck hopes Bryce was in it.

THIS THIS THIS. <33333333333333333 Okay, best thing I could read first in the morning, really. I absolutely loved it, thank you!!!!!!!!!!!! <33333333333333333 :D

Re: i remember hearts that beat; chuck/bryce; amnesia + music

[gigglemonster.livejournal.com]

Late reply is super late but YAY THANK YOU!
I can't tell you how completely delighted I am that you enjoyed this! I was so nervous lol
So thank you very much :D
<333

Re: i remember hearts that beat; chuck/bryce; amnesia + music

[imisspadfoot21.livejournal.com]

awww, this is beautiful! perfect blend of sad and hopeful.

thanks!