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janie_tangerineOkay, this is two on four. Next two that I still have to post will be up next week but for now have the other uber-angsty one.
Title: let me forget about today until tomorrow
Fandom: Supernatural
Character/pairings: future!Castiel, implied future!Dean/future!Castiel though it's kinda canon.
Type: fanmix
Warnings: language, most songs deal with drug use and sex more times than not.
Notes: originally made for a fanmix challenge at![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
spnland like when S5 was still airing or something close to it. Also basically this totally shows that I can't leave future!Cas alone.
1. White Rabbit - Jefferson Airplane
One pill makes you larger
And one pill makes you small,
And the ones that mother gives you
Don't do anything at all
2. Pills, Demons & Etc. - Velvet Revolver
You, you got skills you got the pills
You're getting older
You got the weight of all that's left you on your shoulder
But the world still waits for you
Though you stare right through me
You got your demons and your ways of life
You could pull the trigger and
You'd end the strike
3. My Shit's Fucked Up - Warren Zevon
That amazing grace
Thought it passed you by
You wake up every day, and you start to cry
You want to die
But you just can't quit
Let me break it on down
It's the fucked up shit
4. Lithium - Nirvana
I'm so happy 'cause today I found my friends.
They're in my head, I'm so ugly, but that's ok 'cause so are you
We've broke our mirrors, Sunday morning, is everyday for all I care
And I'm not scared, light my candles.
In a daze cause I've found god
5. Rake - Steve Earle
You look at me now, and don’t think I don’t know
What all your eyes are a sayin’
Does he want us to believe these ravings and lies
They’re just tricks that his brains been a playin’?
A lover of women he can’t hardly stand
He trembles he’s bent and he’s broken
I’ve fallen it’s true but I say unto you
Hold your tongues until after I’ve spoken
6. Mr. Tambourine Man - Bob Dylan
Then take me disappearin’ through the smoke rings of my mind
Down the foggy ruins of time, far past the frozen leaves
The haunted, frightened trees, out to the windy beach
Far from the twisted reach of crazy sorrow
Yes, to dance beneath the diamond sky with one hand waving free
Silhouetted by the sea, circled by the circus sands
With all memory and fate driven deep beneath the waves
Let me forget about today until tomorrow
7. Smells Like Teen Spirit - Patti Smith
I'm worse at what I do best
And for this gift I feel blessed
Our little group has always been
And always will until the end
hello, how low?
With the lights out it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us
A mulatto, an albino
A mosquito, my Libido
Yeah
And I forget just why I taste
Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile
I found it hard, it was hard to find
Oh well, whatever, nevermind
8. Down In A Hole - Alice In Chains
Down in a hole and I dont know if I can be saved
See my heart I decorate it like a grave
You don't understand who they
Thought I was supposed to be
Look at me now a man
Who won't let himself be
Down in a hole, losin my soul
Down in a hole, losin control
Id like to fly, but my wings have been so denied
9. Estranged - Guns n' Roses
So nobody ever told you baby
How it was gonna be
So what'll happen to you baby
Guess we'll have to wait and see (...)
I don't know how you're s'posed
To find me lately
And what more could you ask from me
How could you say that I never needed you
When you took everything
Said you took everything from me (...)
Well I jumped into the river too many times to make it home
I'm out here on my own, an drifting all alone
If it doesn't show give it time
To read between the lines
'Cause I see the storm getting closer
And the waves they get so high
Seems everything we've ever known's here
Why must it drift away and die
10. Heroin - Velvet Underground
I have made the big decision
I'm gonna try to nullify my life
'Cause when the blood begins to flow
When it shoots up the dropper's neck
When I'm closing in on death
And you can't help me not, you guys
And all you sweet girls with all your sweet talk
You can all go take a walk
And I guess that I just don't know
And I guess that I just don't know
I wish that I was born a thousand years ago
I wish that I'd sail the darkened seas (...)
Ah, when the heroin is in my blood
And that blood is in my head
Then thank God that I'm as good as dead
Then thank your God that I'm not aware
And thank God that I just don't care
And I guess I just don't know
11. Lungs - Townes Van Zandt
Well, won't you lend your lungs to me?
Mine are collapsing
Plant my feet and bitterly breathe
Up the time that's passing.
Breath I'll take and breath I'll give
Pray the day ain't poison
Stand among the ones that live
In lonely indecision (...)
Jesus was an only son
And love his only concept
Strangers cry in foreign tongues
And dirty up the doorstep
And I for one, and you for two
Ai'nt got the time for outside
Just keep your injured looks to you
We'll tell the world we tried
12. Chances - John Frusciante
This is the time to die
I'm not someone on whom to rely
Chances come and chances go
This is letting you know
I'm almost where I'll never be
This cutting off of fate like string
A line that falls to the floor
And I'm not me anymore
13. End Of The Road - Eddie Vedder
I won't be the last
I won't be the first
Find a way to where the sky meets the earth
It's all right and all wrong
For me it begins at the end of the road
zip with all songs + covers here
Aaand done! Okay, fic this weekend, brb finishing some.
Title: let me forget about today until tomorrow
Fandom: Supernatural
Character/pairings: future!Castiel, implied future!Dean/future!Castiel though it's kinda canon.
Type: fanmix
Warnings: language, most songs deal with drug use and sex more times than not.
Notes: originally made for a fanmix challenge at
spnland like when S5 was still airing or something close to it. Also basically this totally shows that I can't leave future!Cas alone.1. White Rabbit - Jefferson Airplane
One pill makes you larger
And one pill makes you small,
And the ones that mother gives you
Don't do anything at all
2. Pills, Demons & Etc. - Velvet Revolver
You, you got skills you got the pills
You're getting older
You got the weight of all that's left you on your shoulder
But the world still waits for you
Though you stare right through me
You got your demons and your ways of life
You could pull the trigger and
You'd end the strike
3. My Shit's Fucked Up - Warren Zevon
That amazing grace
Thought it passed you by
You wake up every day, and you start to cry
You want to die
But you just can't quit
Let me break it on down
It's the fucked up shit
4. Lithium - Nirvana
I'm so happy 'cause today I found my friends.
They're in my head, I'm so ugly, but that's ok 'cause so are you
We've broke our mirrors, Sunday morning, is everyday for all I care
And I'm not scared, light my candles.
In a daze cause I've found god
5. Rake - Steve Earle
You look at me now, and don’t think I don’t know
What all your eyes are a sayin’
Does he want us to believe these ravings and lies
They’re just tricks that his brains been a playin’?
A lover of women he can’t hardly stand
He trembles he’s bent and he’s broken
I’ve fallen it’s true but I say unto you
Hold your tongues until after I’ve spoken
6. Mr. Tambourine Man - Bob Dylan
Then take me disappearin’ through the smoke rings of my mind
Down the foggy ruins of time, far past the frozen leaves
The haunted, frightened trees, out to the windy beach
Far from the twisted reach of crazy sorrow
Yes, to dance beneath the diamond sky with one hand waving free
Silhouetted by the sea, circled by the circus sands
With all memory and fate driven deep beneath the waves
Let me forget about today until tomorrow
7. Smells Like Teen Spirit - Patti Smith
I'm worse at what I do best
And for this gift I feel blessed
Our little group has always been
And always will until the end
hello, how low?
With the lights out it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us
A mulatto, an albino
A mosquito, my Libido
Yeah
And I forget just why I taste
Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile
I found it hard, it was hard to find
Oh well, whatever, nevermind
8. Down In A Hole - Alice In Chains
Down in a hole and I dont know if I can be saved
See my heart I decorate it like a grave
You don't understand who they
Thought I was supposed to be
Look at me now a man
Who won't let himself be
Down in a hole, losin my soul
Down in a hole, losin control
Id like to fly, but my wings have been so denied
9. Estranged - Guns n' Roses
So nobody ever told you baby
How it was gonna be
So what'll happen to you baby
Guess we'll have to wait and see (...)
I don't know how you're s'posed
To find me lately
And what more could you ask from me
How could you say that I never needed you
When you took everything
Said you took everything from me (...)
Well I jumped into the river too many times to make it home
I'm out here on my own, an drifting all alone
If it doesn't show give it time
To read between the lines
'Cause I see the storm getting closer
And the waves they get so high
Seems everything we've ever known's here
Why must it drift away and die
10. Heroin - Velvet Underground
I have made the big decision
I'm gonna try to nullify my life
'Cause when the blood begins to flow
When it shoots up the dropper's neck
When I'm closing in on death
And you can't help me not, you guys
And all you sweet girls with all your sweet talk
You can all go take a walk
And I guess that I just don't know
And I guess that I just don't know
I wish that I was born a thousand years ago
I wish that I'd sail the darkened seas (...)
Ah, when the heroin is in my blood
And that blood is in my head
Then thank God that I'm as good as dead
Then thank your God that I'm not aware
And thank God that I just don't care
And I guess I just don't know
11. Lungs - Townes Van Zandt
Well, won't you lend your lungs to me?
Mine are collapsing
Plant my feet and bitterly breathe
Up the time that's passing.
Breath I'll take and breath I'll give
Pray the day ain't poison
Stand among the ones that live
In lonely indecision (...)
Jesus was an only son
And love his only concept
Strangers cry in foreign tongues
And dirty up the doorstep
And I for one, and you for two
Ai'nt got the time for outside
Just keep your injured looks to you
We'll tell the world we tried
12. Chances - John Frusciante
This is the time to die
I'm not someone on whom to rely
Chances come and chances go
This is letting you know
I'm almost where I'll never be
This cutting off of fate like string
A line that falls to the floor
And I'm not me anymore
13. End Of The Road - Eddie Vedder
I won't be the last
I won't be the first
Find a way to where the sky meets the earth
It's all right and all wrong
For me it begins at the end of the road
zip with all songs + covers here
Aaand done! Okay, fic this weekend, brb finishing some.
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