Since you're gone my empty arms have nothing left to hold

This be my finale reaction fic. Which is not what I should've been doing but I needed it out. Also because I WROTE LOST UNPROMPTED FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE THE VARIABLE. \o/ Sort of.

Title: But I'll know my song well before I start singing
Rating: PG
Characters: alt!Boone plus a bunch of other alt!people
Words: 3470
Summary: Then again, he figures, there’s a reason if he remembers. Or, alt!Boone's POV on pretty much everything.
Spoilers: heavy and major for the finale. Summary is visible just if you highlight just to be absolutely sure I don't spoil you, even if it's vague.
Disclaimer: Lost isn't mine, pfffff. I wish.
A/N: I needed to get this out. Physically. Also, today I ended up bawling so much that even if I can't cry anymore my vision is blurry, therefore forgive me for anything that might have been caused by poor vision. Title from Bob Dylan.

( He smiles to himself, and figures he can be patient. )

Er. Right. This thing took, like, three months or so and I managed to finish it just because the fix-it challenge made me re-write a good part of it and gave me an idea to actually make it work and well, here it goes.

Title: I Lost It (or four people who lost Boone Carlyle's heart and one who didn't)
Rating: R or something along those lines. There's sex, duh.
Pairings/Characters: Jack/Boone, Boone/Shannon, Boone/Charlie and Sawyer/Boone; Boone, Shannon, Charlie, Sawyer, Locke, Jack.
Words: 6474
Summary: It starts when Boone gets sick of lying and pretending he felt relieved when he never really did; two weeks after his hallucination, he goes to Jack and spills everything, from how they found the hatch to how he and Locke spend their days instead of hunting.
Spoilers: set in S1, none really if you know what the hatch is.
Disclaimer: Ha, not mine. This would have happened.
A/N: So, this is for the lostsquee fix-it challenge because it actually attempts to fix everything I can fix about Boone's story starting with him hooking up with someone who actually would give a damn and telling about the hatch because it'd have been way less problematic if he had. But, this is also for emiliglia who had prompted me with romantic Jack/Boone on island for her birthday *headdesk*. Sorry for making you wait three months. Title stolen from an infamous Lucinda Williams song. And using for un_love_you #30, I trust you (writer's choice), which translates in me finishing that table. Also, the prompt said romantic and well, uhm, I tried. Kinda.

( Then one day Jack finds him somewhere and says he needs help cataloging the meds. Could he give a hand? Boone says yes and that’s when it starts. )

By the way: this is the last really gen one. Slashing somehow begins next chapter.

Title: I've Been Everywhere 12/14
Rating: PG-13, will reach NC17 overall
Characters for this part: Sawyer, Jack, Hurley, Ben, Locke, Danielle.
Word counting: 3658 this part, 50000 ca overall.
Disclaimer: Lost is not mine and all the folk songs used here are not mine. The places really exist and I've never been there.
Summary: Sawyer is a rambling musician during the Dust Bowl, Jack a former doctor from L.A. traveling with him.
Thanks to: elliotsmelliot for the great beta job for which I can't be grateful enough and to fosfomifira for the title. I'd still be searching for one otherwise.
A/N: The song referenced in the beginning and the end is Do Re Mi by Woody Guthrie (you can also find an excellent John Mellencamp cover).

Part I, Part II, Part III, Part IV, Part V, Part VI, Part VII, Part VIII, Part IX, Part X, Part XI, Part XIII, Part XIV

( See, Jack won’t ever, ever tell Sawyer or anyone because he just doesn’t talk about his old man to anyone as a rule, but before they found him dead in some alley in Salinas some fifteen years ago with a suspiciously empty bottle of whisky by his body, he had a thing for gambling that was second just to the thing he had for drinking. )

So this is basically what I write when I need to write reaction fic and don't even try to be remotely objective about it. Blame it also on frustration with the local news and physics research.

Title: Anger at Lies Lasts Forever
Rating: pg13
Pairing: undead!Boone, sort of Locke
Word counting: 1070 or so
Disclaimer: if Lost was mine, a certain thing last episode wouldn't have happened. Which means, Lost is not mine.
Spoilers: it presumes having seen 5x04.
Summary: The point is that words can indeed kill; and putting together a sentence that can kill you even if you’re already dead is pretty remarkable.
A/N: for un_love_you #17, I hate you, you jerk (well, it was bitch but I conveniently switched). This is just me dealing with that certain sentence. If Locke is your favorite character or you didn't mind a certain thing he said last episode then this isn't what you want to read. I mean it. Also, second person POV.

( You never hated anyone your whole life. )

Title: Where The Wild Roses Grow
Rating/Warnings: PG13, but see warnings.
Characters: Locke, Boone
Word counting: 2120
Disclaimer: Well, not mine. But if Lost was mine, we'd surely see this happening.
Spoilers: Major for the S4 finale. If you haven't seen it, stop reading now.
Summary: “Well, John, maybe he didn’t tell you the specifics, but he didn’t lie. You are back.”
Warnings: there's a suicide in the first paragraph. Nothing too detailed, but I warned anyway.
A/N: using for un_love_you #8, I'm cruel. Won second place at lostfichallenge #75, loose ends. Tries to explain how/why Locke is in the coffin and if there was some purpose behind it. Even if my two cents aren't really of the happy sort and it took three tries to come together *eyes it badly*. Title stolen from a Nick Cave song that thankfully doesn't have a thing to do with this apart from the setting suggestion. Because if it did, I'd have felt very disturbed.



( The only thing he can see now is the sheer cruelty of this all. )

Title: The Devil's Right Hand
Rating: PG13
Characters: Danielle, Kate, Sawyer, Boone, Charlie, Shannon, Michael, Locke, Jack, Juliet, Sayid
Word counting: 1100.
Disclaimer: Lost is not mine, even if all of this stuff happened ;)
Spoilers: Up to The Other Woman.
Summary: Eleven guns-related drabbles.
A/N: For the picture prompt, day 7, at lostsquee (the pic with the gun). This is one of the weirdest things I've ever done and I still think I'm not any good at drabbles but it wanted to go like this *shrugs*. Blame Steve Earle and Johnny Cash for the title. I really should stop listening to music at the gym.

( He’s in trouble and it’s a damn sorry one. But that gun that put him there, it won’t get him out. )

Title: Four Times in Which Truth wasn't the Best Policy (And One in Which It Was)
Rating: PG13 to be overly sure.
Characters/Pairings: Locke, Boone, Sun/Jin, Jack/Sawyer, Sayid, Juliet, Desmond, Charlie
Word counting: 1000
Disclaimer: The title alone should prove nothing here is mine.
Spoilers: From 'Deus Ex Machina' up to 'The Man Behind the Curtain.'
Summary: Four canon moments which could have gone differently if someone had been more honest and one which is totally made up but could have happened.
A/N: So I forced myself not to get wordy and to make every section 200 words. I'm proud of proving that I can be short when I want. Written for today's prompt at lostsquee, Losties telling the truth for once. And re-reading it I realize that the first part could, uhm, be kinda shippy if you want it to be shippy, but it wasn't my target.

( Suddenly Sawyer thought how his ma would always say that honesty was the best policy. )

Title: How Desmond got his blue shirt
Rating: PG-13 (reasons in the warning.)
Characters: Charlie, Hurley, Desmond, some Claire, Locke and Sawyer and of course the blue shirt!
Summary: The title says it all.
Spoilers: through 3x03, 'Further Instructions'
Word count: around 2500
Disclaimer: Lost isn't mine, Desmond's shirt isn't mine, no one is mine except for the plot. Like it's worth something.
Warnings: lack of clothing and common sense, mention and actual presence of Locke's underwear.
A/N: a mention of honor to elliotsmelliot, who made me remember I once had this plot bunny which I had stopped to feed with cruelty and that now jumps merrily in the Craphole Island jungle, and to lasamy who betaed this. This was meant to be serious, because I really think that the blue shirt was Sawyer's once, but it wanted to be crack. I tried to make a deal with it so that it wasn't too crack-ish, but I can't guarantee. First time of me writing Charlie and Hurley (kinda) seriously, you're warned. FB and concrit appreciated! ;) Was nominated for Best Humorous Fic at lost_fic_awards, January 2008. If you're feeling bold, you can venture also the dvd commentary, as cracktastic as the fic!



( When Locke disappeared to go towards his tent, Charlie’s intention was plain, simple and very understandable. He was going to find Claire, maybe play his guitar a bit and go to sleep without even thinking of a polar bear. )

University issues -> blah. I must get on with the exams plan. I can't seem to find open the place where one should do that. Whatever.[Poll #1056826]
Lame excuse to make a poll, I know, but I'm not going to decide anything.

Anyway, I'm watching supernatural too and I quite like it. Anyway on the first six the best one remains the water-spirit thing until now.

And I want February to arrive damnit °_°

Oh, and yesterday I finally put all the records in order. I'm going towards 600 units. OMG I can't freakin' believe it, but when you spend all your money on books and used records for half of your life, well, maybe it's also possible.. °_°