Since you're gone my empty arms have nothing left to hold

Title: it's a matter of trust
Pairing: Boone/Charlie
Rating: NC17
Words: 1850
Spoilers: ff, AU so nothing.
Warnings: vampire AU of the whacky kind.
Summary: It’s just, the whole biting thing means getting into a completely different territory, and it also means acknowledging the whole thing with Boone’s fangs that they have sort of skillfully managed not to deal with that much until now.
A/N: originally written for toestastegood at the five acts exchange; the prompts were AU and marks. Set in the same 'verse as let the right one in, so reading that before would be advisable. Using for lostpicksix #35, fetish.

( why don’t you… bite me? )

Title: You Look At Me Now And Don't Think I Don't Know
Rating: PG13
Pairing: Jack/Boone
Warnings: Nirvana!Jack, drug use. More or less.
Words: 275
Summary: “You can’t do this to yourself,” Boone keeps on, a hand on Jack’s wrist squeezing it lightly and it’d feel just so good, so warm, so alive if only Jack’s fingers weren’t brushing against Boone’s own wrist. There’s no pulse. He can’t even have a proper delusion, these days.
Spoilers: for the S3 finale?
Disclaimer: Lost isn't mine, what a pity.
A/N: originally written months ago for the lostsquee fic battle, using pills for a prompt. Using it for lostpicksix #15, intoxicated.

( “You should quit them,” Boone says softly, sitting on the edge of Jack’s battered mattress. )

Title: We'll Meet On Edges, Soon
Rating: NC17
Pairing: alt!Desmond/alt!Sayid
Words: 814
Summary: “Aren’t you afraid that someone will catch you, eventually?”; “I reckon that one day they will, but by then my job will be done.” Desmond shrugs, and Sayid doesn’t ask what the job is. He’s sure he won’t get an answer anyway.
Spoilers: up and included 6x13.
Disclaimer: Lost isn't mine, duh. We would have seen this happening.
A/N: originally written for aboutbunnies for the five acts meme; the prompts were fugitives and kissing. Using for lostpicksix #12, motel. Title from Bob Dylan.

( At times, Desmond disappears and Sayid stays at the motel. )

Title: I Gazed A Gazeless Stare
Rating: NC17
Pairing: Desmond/Sayid
Words: 1372
Warnings: light breathplay, some bondage.
Summary: “Brother, I just was tryin’ to get a reaction out of you. Seems like I did it, aye?”
Spoilers: heavy for 6x12, kinda goes AU from there.
Disclaimer: Lost isn't mine, duh. We would have seen this happening.
A/N: originally written for wandersfound for the five acts meme; the prompts were breathplay, kissing and hurt/comfort. And I threw in the bondage too because I had to. Using for lostpicksix #3, kink. Kind of more serious than the summary makes it sound, but it was the least spoiler-y line I could find. Title from Nirvana or David Bowie, as you see fit.

( Desmond’s eyes open up and stare right back into Sayid’s and if he’s surprised at having been tied against the tree, he doesn’t show it. )

Title: The Flesh Is Weak
Rating: NC17
Pairing: Desmond/Sayid
Words: 613
Summary: Sayid probably doesn’t even know, but the way his hands are sure and practiced as he picks the broken engine part up and breaks it in pieces and observes it, the way they’re dirty with grease but still functional is making things to Desmond’s stomach.
Spoilers: for S4.
Disclaimer: Lost isn't mine, duh. We would have seen this happening.
A/N: originally written months ago for the lostsquee fic battle, using gear for a prompt. Using it for lostpicksix #36, quickie.

( Because the flesh is weak, the old saying recites, and it’s generally true. )

Apologizes in advance for the spamming. I have two ficlets for that meme and probably something else later when I'm done with Medieval Philosophy class.

Title: Your Ex-Lover Is Dead
Rating: R
Pairing: Desmond/Sayid (implied Desmond/Penny)
Words: 1694
Summary: Sayid still looks at him, his stare meaning nothing and everything; Desmond doesn’t know what he should do, maybe say strange to see you again, maybe let him go, but he doesn’t want to.
Spoilers: goes AU from 5x06, 316.
Disclaimer: haaa, no, not mine. Yeah, really.
A/N: for tellshannon815 who wanted wish for the alphabet meme and lostpicksix 13, chance encounter. I do realize that if this happened then everything that happened in S5 would be fucked up, but that's exactly why, frankly, I don't give a damn. Title stolen from Stars and yes, everything but a ficlet. *cough*

( What Desmond still feels as he makes his way back to the docks, is rage. )

Title: What If It Was True?
Rating: PG-something
Pairing: Jack/Boone
Words: 2802
Summary: He takes all the information in, breathes out, shakes his head and says that at least he’s alive. His throat hurts as he speaks, but Jack nods and Boone can’t help thinking he seems relieved.
Spoilers: AU from Do No Harm.
Disclaimer: pff, not mine. See what happens.
A/N: for polaroid_friend, who wanted healing and Jack/Boone. Obviously, seeing the pairing, it got completely out of hand. Using for lostpicksix #31, pillow talk, and entering for lostfichallenge #93, your favorite character. Clearly, it's completely AU.

( As he comes to his senses, everything hurts. )

Well, it took me three months but I did finish this. Really.

Title: A Dream Awaits In Aisle Number Two
Rating: NC17
Pairing: Jack/Boone
Words: 7225
Summary: Jack starts buying groceries in Sarah's place; Boone is the new assistant at the supermarket he goes to.
Spoilers: pre-series AU, so as long as you've seen Abandoned and you know how things went between Jack and Sarah you're safe.
Disclaimer: So definitely not mine.
A/N: using for lostpicksix #4, crush and au_abc, normal. This was thoroughly inspired by Bruce Springsteen's Queen Of The Supermarket (from where I stole the title, too); also, I'm sure he wouldn't mind since he said himself that he sees supermarkets as places full of sexual innuendo. Of course, this thing is completely AU from beginning to end. Also entering for lostfichallenge #93, free for all.

( Jack starts going to the supermarket just to do Sarah a favor. )

The rest is definitely coming tomorrow.

Title: Surprises
Rating: NC17
Pairing: Boone/Jack/Sawyer
Word counting: 1060
Disclaimer: not mine, it'd have happened.
Summary: The first surprise is finding out that the doc and Craphole Island’s prettiest resident are screwing.
A/N: written for the prompt surprises all around, using for lostpicksix #8, threesome.

( Eleventh surprise: they don’t leave. )

Title: I Give You My All
Rating: hard R
Pairing: Jack/Boone
Word counting: 1221
Disclaimer: not mine, it'd have happened and we would have seen it.
Summary: He had been too worried trying not to say anything stupid when Charlie had started playing somewhere over there and suddenly there was music; he and Jack had shared the last small bottle left and then before he knew it one of them had decided they should go and dance.
A/N: written for the prompt slow dancing on the beach, using for lostpicksix #24, dancing.

( It’s bad enough that he can’t even remember if it was him suggesting it or if it was Jack; but considering that Jack had had considerably more to drink than Boone and he was trying not to do anything too stupid himself, he figures it probably had been Jack. )

Title: The Everlasting Yes And No
Rating: Pg13
Pairing: Jack/Boone
Word counting: 446
Disclaimer: not mine, we all know it.
Summary: It's ironic, how you always answered no when he asked you a question about... well, about whatever it was between the both of you and how he always answered no when you were the one asking.
A/N: written for the prompt no.

( Sometimes he'd look pensive, sometimes he wouldn't come to the caves because he was out all day with Locke and he said he was dead tired; you never asked what they were doing out there. Your mistake. )

Title: What Works Best
Rating: Pg13
Pairing: Jack/Boone
Word counting: 747
Disclaimer: not mine, it'd have happened.
Summary: Any other time he might have burst out laughing because seriously, a pen can't work better than another, especially when you don't need one.
A/N: written for the prompt there's more to life than finding pens.

( Jack feels bad. Really, he feels bad. )

Title: Someone Wants To See You
Rating: Pg13
Characters: Jack; Ana Lucia, Shannon, Charlie, Christian, Boone (some very faint-platonic Jack/Boone going on)
Word counting: 1301
Disclaimer: if it happens in canon I'll scream. Mostly because we'd probably see only the first part of it.
Summary: When he will open his eyes again, he will be on the island still, but it'll be... different. It'll be the same but the sun will be shining up in the sky, the sound of the waves will be soothing, the jungle won't look much dangerous anymore.
A/N: written for the prompt five people you'll meet in heaven. Warning: character death, but well, it was the prompt.

( He won't die tomorrow, but he doesn't have much time in front of him, either. )

Title: Nothing Left To Lose
Rating: NC17
Pairing: Desmond/Sayid
Word counting: 515
Disclaimer: not mine, it'd happen.
Summary: He lets Sayid do anything he wants because it's not like it even matters anymore.
A/N: written for the prompt up against the wall; using for lostpicksix #20, noncon even if this is actually more do-whatever-you-want-with-me-con. But it's as close as I'll come to it so I might use it as well. Warning: it's angsty and also kind of not exactly nice.

( He doesn't know when Sayid's eyes stopped being a dead man's eyes and became something else as they stood there. )

Title: It's Regret For The Things We Didn't Do That's Inconsolable
Rating: Pg13
Pairing: Desmond/Sayid
Word counting: 470
Disclaimer: not mine, it'd happen.
Summary: Regrets eat you alive.
A/N: written for the prompt regret; using for lostpicksix #29, lies.

( Sayid doesn’t know why he tells Desmond that maybe it’d be nice to have a talk in his cabin. Just because. )

Title: What Is and What Shouldn't Be
Rating: NC17
Pairing: Desmond/Sayid
Word counting: 1087
Disclaimer: not mine, it'd happen.
Summary: Sayid is aware of Desmond slowly undressing him, taking off every item slowly and carefully; he’s aware of cold fingers trailing across his chest, over his hips, across his legs, feathery touches that are amplified by his lack of vision and which are making him tremble and shiver all over, unable to help it.
A/N: written for the prompt blindfold; using for lostpicksix #35, fetish.

( If Sayid opens his eyes, the world is made of soft, luxurious dark violet satin. If he closes them, it’s just dark. )