stuff and another leave of absence but not really and meme. Not really exciting, no.

1. I had completely forgotten that on August 2nd my parents usually go to the land of singing children because it's my grandmother's name-day. I usually never go because I have friends around during that time but this year I don't and so I'm going too. Which means, leaving on Friday aka tomorrow and getting back on Sunday evening *sigh*. I'm not exactly too hyper about it because while I do love my grandmother I just got back from another three days out and I'm not looking forward to stepping on a train anytime soon (and it'll also set me back with seeing if I manage to go one week out with a friend next month *sigh again*). At least I'll have Internet there so maybe I won't get set back even with fandom. And it'll be even hotter than it's here, which is saying enough since one can barely even breathe. /stops whining

2. At least I think I'm almost done with the exchange fic. Fine, I need at least three more scenes but at least I can see the ending now. If I'm done with it tomorrow it'd be a good thing.

3. Meme tagged by catoasapun because I need to distract myself. First: If you've been tagged, you must write your answers in your own LJ and replace any question that you dislike with a new question.

Second: Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.

( here )

I tag whoever wants too. I'm half-sleeping already, I can't think about people to tag.

4. I should do some book recs post since I've read two in those three days out, but at this point I'll just see if I can get my way through another couple when I'm there and do it after August 2nd.

5. Blah, I just feel like generally whining but it's a) not productive and b) too late for that, so I'll just go to bed and answer comments tomorrow and try to get up early. Also because I should start studying the Medieval stuff *headdesk*. *waves*

stuff and another leave of absence but not really and meme. Not really exciting, no.

1. I had completely forgotten that on August 2nd my parents usually go to the land of singing children because it's my grandmother's name-day. I usually never go because I have friends around during that time but this year I don't and so I'm going too. Which means, leaving on Friday aka tomorrow and getting back on Sunday evening *sigh*. I'm not exactly too hyper about it because while I do love my grandmother I just got back from another three days out and I'm not looking forward to stepping on a train anytime soon (and it'll also set me back with seeing if I manage to go one week out with a friend next month *sigh again*). At least I'll have Internet there so maybe I won't get set back even with fandom. And it'll be even hotter than it's here, which is saying enough since one can barely even breathe. /stops whining

2. At least I think I'm almost done with the exchange fic. Fine, I need at least three more scenes but at least I can see the ending now. If I'm done with it tomorrow it'd be a good thing.

3. Meme tagged by catoasapun because I need to distract myself. First: If you've been tagged, you must write your answers in your own LJ and replace any question that you dislike with a new question.

Second: Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.

( here )

I tag whoever wants too. I'm half-sleeping already, I can't think about people to tag.

4. I should do some book recs post since I've read two in those three days out, but at this point I'll just see if I can get my way through another couple when I'm there and do it after August 2nd.

5. Blah, I just feel like generally whining but it's a) not productive and b) too late for that, so I'll just go to bed and answer comments tomorrow and try to get up early. Also because I should start studying the Medieval stuff *headdesk*. *waves*

fic-mix, Lost: It's Fun To Lose And To Pretend (Nirvana!Jack), Pg13

Oh dear. I'm so nervous about this one.

Title: It's Fun To Lose And To Pretend
Fandom: Lost
Character: Nirvana!Jack (plus light Jack/Sawyer and Jack/Juliet implied)
Rating: er, does hard PG-13 exist? Look at the warnings.
Warnings: Heavy spoilers for the S3/S4 finales. Anndd.. there's drug use, alcohol, abundance of grunge music, ghosts, delusional fantasies and musings about dead grunge singers which aren't necessarily of the sane kind.
Summary: It starts just because he needs something loud enough.
Tracks/Words: 13 tracks, 4850 words.
Notes: for Queen alliecat8 at lostsquee, who asked for Jack love. Errrr. This is so not happy or fluffy or anything else but when you commented somewhere that you used to like Nirvana a lot and then you asked for Jack I had to dust this off. Because I had like three sections written since ages and I never brought myself to go forward, but I always wanted to actually write something regarding why the hell does Jack like grunge music so much and I swear it was done out of pure love. I ♥ Jack like, a lot. And I have a bit of Jack/Sawyer in there too, even if sorry again, nothing of the HAPPY! sort.
Notes #2: if I ever wrote something music-inspired where the music is an integral part of the whole thing, this is it. So I used box.net because it should give you the possibility to hear stuff without downloading if you open the link in another window, either from the direct one on the song or from the widget I put in the bottom. And I sincerely hope it didn't end up being cryptic or something. I'm so nervous about this really. Also, the Uncut copy really exists. I own it. And I know that Janis Joplin isn't grunge, it's just that IMHO her song fits. ;) Uh, and Scentless Apprentice and Gouge Away were the ones in the actual show. Okay. I'm shutting up.



( He might try with pills and alcohol, but they won't shut his father up anymore; after a couple of weeks, he realizes how much of a hopeless cause it is. He'll appear anyway; Jack will have to listen to him anyway.  )

fic-mix, Lost: It's Fun To Lose And To Pretend (Nirvana!Jack), Pg13

Oh dear. I'm so nervous about this one.

Title: It's Fun To Lose And To Pretend
Fandom: Lost
Character: Nirvana!Jack (plus light Jack/Sawyer and Jack/Juliet implied)
Rating: er, does hard PG-13 exist? Look at the warnings.
Warnings: Heavy spoilers for the S3/S4 finales. Anndd.. there's drug use, alcohol, abundance of grunge music, ghosts, delusional fantasies and musings about dead grunge singers which aren't necessarily of the sane kind.
Summary: It starts just because he needs something loud enough.
Tracks/Words: 13 tracks, 4850 words.
Notes: for Queen alliecat8 at lostsquee, who asked for Jack love. Errrr. This is so not happy or fluffy or anything else but when you commented somewhere that you used to like Nirvana a lot and then you asked for Jack I had to dust this off. Because I had like three sections written since ages and I never brought myself to go forward, but I always wanted to actually write something regarding why the hell does Jack like grunge music so much and I swear it was done out of pure love. I ♥ Jack like, a lot. And I have a bit of Jack/Sawyer in there too, even if sorry again, nothing of the HAPPY! sort.
Notes #2: if I ever wrote something music-inspired where the music is an integral part of the whole thing, this is it. So I used box.net because it should give you the possibility to hear stuff without downloading if you open the link in another window, either from the direct one on the song or from the widget I put in the bottom. And I sincerely hope it didn't end up being cryptic or something. I'm so nervous about this really. Also, the Uncut copy really exists. I own it. And I know that Janis Joplin isn't grunge, it's just that IMHO her song fits. ;) Uh, and Scentless Apprentice and Gouge Away were the ones in the actual show. Okay. I'm shutting up.



( He might try with pills and alcohol, but they won't shut his father up anymore; after a couple of weeks, he realizes how much of a hopeless cause it is. He'll appear anyway; Jack will have to listen to him anyway.  )