Since you're gone my empty arms have nothing left to hold

Phew. It took me more for the title than for the revisions.

Title: As Time Goes By
Pairing: Adam/Richard (implied past Adam/Jacob and Adam/Richard/Jacob + current Richard/Jacob)
Rating: R to stay on the very safe side, but it's the least graphic sex I've ever written.
Wordcount: 4300 ca
Spoilers: to stay safe, implied the S5 finale for Lost and general S2 for Heroes.
Disclaimer: if Heroes was mine S3 wouldn't have happened. And if Lost was mine 3/4 of the killed people would be alive.
Summary: There’s something darker in Adam’s voice, something that wasn’t there when they crashed together almost a century ago; Richard lets it go, though. It’s probably the same for him, and thinking that they would stay the same is a foolish assumption even if they have denied it at least twice since they sat down.
A/N: this was written for help_haiti. The utmost lovely aurilly wanted a Richard/Adam sequel to A Touch Of Infinity, which I wrote for her for the crossover exchange, and I did my best to comply, with bonus Dumas because I can. Also, set in Casablanca because I say so, and by the way yes, I stole the title from the movie because I was desperate for one. Anyway, I really hope you like it! ♥

( It happens on Richard’s twenty-fifth time away from the island. )

Premise: it's all ficlets. I faaaail at drabbles. Spectacularly.

Supernatural

Title: And Their Mouths Are Choking
Pairings/Characters: Jimmy, Castiel.
Rating: PG
Word Count: 854
Disclaimer: SPN is not mine. If it was Jimmy would have had it better.
Spoilers: up until 5x14
Warnings: nothing unless someone craving for meat squicks you majorly. But it doesn't get graphic at all.
Summary: He’s hungry. After all, his body hasn’t eaten anything in months by now. It’s there like his wish to see Amelia and Claire again is there, and he doesn’t have much illusion that any of those two desires is ever going to get fulfilled.
A/N: for wandersfound who wanted Jimmy. I'm afraid that you weren't searching for this completely angst thing but... eh. It was what came out. I hope you like it anyway! Title blatantly stolen from Temple Of The Dog. Using (in a very twisted way) for sacred_20 #14, atonement.

( I’m sorry, Castiel keeps on telling him, and Jimmy never really answers. )

Heroes/SPN

Title:
Pairings/Characters: John/Adam (sorta, it's not exactly shippy but.. well, see for yourself.)
Rating: PG
Word Count: 740
Disclaimer: SPN isn't mine and Heroes isn't either, I wouldn't be here writing fanfiction.
Spoilers: sort of very vague S1 for SPN, AU from like 3x05 or 06 for Heroes.
Summary: Adam snorts for the umpteenth time this day. Damn, it really wasn’t his style to get caught by some supernatural hunter, but then again when you’re just freed from a grave, it takes a while to regain all of your balance and he has been careless.
A/N: for toestastegood who wanted John/Adam. It isn't EXACTLY shippy but hey, I tried. ;) I know I majorly screwed the timelines, probably, but I couldn't be bothered to check. Pretend that Heroes S3 is set during SPN S1.

( “I already told you ten times. You say I’m not human, fine, you have a point. I’m not exactly your average bloke that you meet buying groceries. But I’m not… supernatural either.” )

Lost

Title: Another Time, Another Place
Pairings/Characters: alt!Jack/alt!Sawyer
Rating: PG
Word Count: 592
Disclaimer: Lost isn't mine, pfff. Like anyone could say otherwise.
Spoilers: for the S5 finale and through 6x01/6x02.
Summary: He wishes they met somewhere else, sometime else. Maybe in a world where Sawyer never needed to be Sawyer and Jack never had to be the uptight son of a bitch he is.
A/N: for alliecat8, who wanted Jack/Sawyer. It's more pre-slash of anything but hey, I tried. I hope you like it! <3 Also using for 10_shakespeare #5, "Hereafter, in a better world than this, I shall desire more love and knowledge of you", thus finishing that table. Yay me. Title shamelessly stolen from RENT. *cough*

( They could have been friends, Sawyer thinks as Jack’s bloodied face disappears among the trees. )

Alright, I'm claiming two of the three fics I wrote for challenges this last month. Both links bring to the comms because I'm lazy like that and I like comments in the same place. ;) Sorry for the spamming, I also have another thing to post and I'll probably have another couple in the next two/three days.

Title: A Touch Of Infinity [Lost/Heroes crossover]
Fandoms: Heroes/Lost
Pairings: Adam/Jacob/Richard, Adam/Richard, Richard/Jacob, Adam/Jacob and all combinations thereof.
Rating: R to stay on the very safe side
Wordcount: 10,100
Spoilers: through all of S5 for Lost (especially 5x16/17), general S2 spoilers for Heroes (well, just really Adam’s backstory)
Summary: Adam is on the Black Rock when it crashes on the island in 1867. Richard is, too.
Warnings: er, is threeway between immortal people a warning? Apart from that, I don’t really think there’s anything triggering.
Disclaimer: Heroes and Lost belong to their respective creators. The title is not too subtly stolen from a short stories collection of Harlan Ellison’s so that’s not mine either.
A/N: written for aurilly at xover_exchange; beta-ed by the awesome siluria and catoasapun who were just the best ever. And, uh, I have to say that I had the time of my life writing this thing. Even if it's sort of seriously not my usual thing. My prompts were immortality and Adam/Jacob, Adam/Richard with an angsty triangle being acceptable. Which I totally couldn't not do.

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Title: And The Highway Is My Home
Pairing or Characters: Kevin/Sawyer; Kate, Edward Mars and Jacob also appear.
Rating: NC17
Word Count: 5145
Warnings: completely and utterly non-linear narration; spoilers up until The Incident.
Summary: Sawyer nods and swallows, trying to block out the fact that being stuck on the run from the Marshal he killed one time that didn’t happen, with Freckles’ former husband, who’s there because he tried to bail her out and then he bailed Sawyer out, isn’t funny at all. It actually sounds like a bad soap opera, but he won’t go dwelling on that.
A/N: written for toestastegood for Lost Hohoho at lostsquee; my prompts were Sawyer/Kevin on the run plus bonus hand-holding. Much thanks to siluria for the great (and fast) beta-ing and suggestions. <33 and now that I don't have to keep my identity secret and risk giving myself out because I steal titles from songs, I can say that the title is stolen from Merle Haggard. ;)

I saw this at gottalovev's and I figured I'd try it. Not like I haven't written most of these during pedagogy class and not like it isn't the crackiest crack that ever cracked except when I ended up writing serious angst but whatever. Also, 15 words? HARD.

1. Write down the names of 10 characters.
2. Write a fic of fifteen words or less for every prompt, using the characters determined by the numbers. Do NOT read the prompts before you do step 1.

1. Boone Carlyle (Lost)
2. Castiel (Supernatural)
3. Eddie Dean (Dark Tower series)
4. Sayid Jarrah (Lost)
5. Roland Deschain (Dark Tower series)
6. Dean Winchester (Supernatural)
7. Crowley (Good Omens)
8. Nathan Petrelli (Heroes)
9. Mal Reynolds (Firefly)
10. Rorschach (Watchmen)

( craziness underneath )

Seriously. What. I'll go edit stuff. And write stuff. And maybe I'll do a real entry tonight since I have Steve Earle squee to share.

Forgive me the heavy load of stuff here but I swear it's all short stuff. And I guess it'll be the last post before I go so Merry Christmas meanwhile. ;)

Non Lost:

Title: Unchanging (Heroes/Supernatural crossover)
Pairing: John Winchester/Adam Monroe
Rating: PG13
Disclaimer: Pff. Seriously. If Heroes was mine it'd be a way better show. And if SPN was mine JDM would appear as the monthly angel or something.
Word count: 517
Spoilers: the pilot for SPN and... well, if you know who Adam is, you're good.
Summary: His name was Adam and even if he had always considered their... well, their business either one of those crushes that comes one day and is gone the other or a way to avoid going definitely mad in that hell on earth, John had always remembered him clearly.
A/N: for toestastegood who 'forced' me on the meme down here.

( It’s not like he’s having a drink with a total stranger because the man is not a total stranger. )

Title: Brokeback
Pairing: faaaaaint Tim/Jason
Rating: PG?
Disclaimer: Friday Night Lights is not mine. Especially because if it was they wouldn't have done what they did and I'd be watching it regularly, not trying to gather the courage to catch up.
Word count: 386
Spoilers: the Brokeback episode. ;)
Summary: He isn’t sure the position means anything but that handful of words does, it does so much, especially after all that happened what seems ages ago and what happened just now.
A/N: for lasamy who 'forced' me on the meme down here. ♥ First time I write FNL ever. God. Go me.

( Well, yeah, might be so Brokeback but he wouldn’t ever renounce this. )

Lost:

Title: Disadvantages Occurring When You Start Naming Too Many Stars
Characters: Karl, who's having sort of a bit of a crush on Sawyer.
Rating: PG13
Disclaimer: Lost is nooot mine. Canon wouldn't have happened.
Word count: 517
Spoilers: If Lost was mine, what Did Not Happen wouldn't have happened.
Summary: Karl is also sure he looks like an idiot whenever he’s around him. The worst thing is that Alex kind of joked about it once and said he didn’t have bad taste.
A/N: For bachlava who did asked for one of the sane family in another meme. by the way, what Did Not Happen Does Not Happen after this. ;) the title is mine for once. Shows because it's horrible.

( Okay, so, Karl doesn’t have an idea of what is happening. Not-at-all. )

Title: The Man In Black Fled Across The Desert
Characters: Sawyer
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Lost is not mine, The Dark Tower isn't either.
Word count: 319
Spoilers: ppf, nothing? Well, the first two lines of the first Dark Tower book aren't a spoiler. I hope.
Summary: Sawyer doesn’t like Stephen King. Correction: Sawyer hates Stephen King.
A/N: for thespiansparkle who asked for a drabble too and gets this because I thought it was a good idea.

( He thinks that maybe he should check the plot on the back cover. But then again, why? That’d be no surprise, right? )

Title: Whirl Away
Pairing: Desmond/Sayid
Rating: light NC17
Disclaimer: This is me being hopeful. Of course Lost isn't mine.
Word count: 647
Spoilers: S4 finale.
Summary: He isn't doing this just because he's so desperate that he'll take any kind of comfort that brings his mind away from the real world, but also because they have been sharing the cabin for a week and Sayid has barely given a sign of acknowledging he's here at all.
A/N: originally for erika325 for that trick and treat fic post. Using for lostpicksix #2, kissing. Title stolen from Patti Smith.

( It happens in a second or something like it. )

Title: Here I Go And I Don't Know Why
Pairing: Boone/Claire
Rating: R
Disclaimer: Ha, Lost is not mine. What news.
Word count: 749
Spoilers: White Rabbit? Is that a spoiler?
Summary: It starts the day when he apologizes to her for the water. He’s really sorry and absolutely ashamed and the way Arzt looks at him when he says he’s sorry surely doesn’t make things easier.
A/N: for lenina20 who 'forced' me on the meme down here. ♥ Using for un_love_you #11, Thought I needed this. Uhm, did I really finally tried the pairing? Title stolen from Patti Smith.

( If there’s one thing Boone Carlyle is incapable of doing, is saying no (especially when you’re a girl, you’re a blonde and with a completely different attitude from his sister’s, but Claire doesn’t know this and it doesn’t matter anyway, since the other thing about Boone Carlyle is that he always does what he does sincerely). )

Title: Revenge Is A Kind of Wild Justice
Pairing: Boone/Shannon
Rating: light R
Disclaimer: It should be clear that Lost isn't mine.
Word count: 580
Spoilers: In Traslation maybe?
Summary: She wants him to hate her because it’s not fair that she needs to hate him and and he just doesn’t get it. She needs someone to have her revenge on and since she won’t ever get any on Sabrina, it’s got to be him. Even if he doesn’t really have much of a fault.
A/N: uhm, this one is for me I guess, because I like myself Boone angst. ;) ;) seriously, I wrote it in class, has been sitting for a while and since I was having the ficlet dump.. using for un_love_you #16, I want to break you. Title stolen from some Francis Bacon quote. I'm not worthy.

( Then they crash and she realizes that nothing has changed really, because he still loves her anyway like the hopeless moron he is, except that now he’s beyond any repair. )

Oh wow. That was hard. Okay, I'm done. ;)

So, this is going to be the first crack!tastic think coming out of that meme of doom. Though this one is mainly thanks to lasamy's one. Soon to follow on this place: at least one of the Christmas fics I owe, Jack/Tim/Sylar, Mohinder walking on heated Nathan/Sayid and taking his revenge on Matt while Peter & Adam babysit, maybe Nathan hitting on Rosseau and a possible nuclear explosion. Augh.

Title: Five Times James Sawyer Ford Never Met Matt Parkman
Rating: should be PG13, but there's a very blatant NC scene. I really don't know if someone can be scarred for life with two lines of bad sex description. But since I'm not pimping this anywhere until I get some FL responses, I guess I can decide after.
Characters/Pairings: Sawyer, Matt, Matt/Mohinder, Sawyer/Tim Riggins from Friday Night Lights, slash of course.
Summary: As the title say, five times in which Sawyer never met Matt.
Spoilers: Heroes, general S2; Lost, general S3, 1x16 Outlaws and 2x13 The Long Con. FNL: no spoilers.
Word count: around 3500
Disclaimer: Lost = no mine, Heroes = no mine, FNL = no mine.
Warnings: goes from angst to total crack to angst to IDK what.
A/N: two of these are out lasamy's meme where she got Matt walking in on Sawyer and Tim having sex and Matt & Sawyer hurt/comfort. Sadly, there's much hurt and no comfort. Anyway, to be detailed: #1 is completely AU since Matt should have been much older for this to happen and angst; #2 is crack; #3 is AU since I made Matt realize he read minds earlier than on show; #4 and #5 are in truth possible with both canons. Concrit is welcome, since I really don't know what the hell I'm doing.

( Matt had been waiting for months for the transfer. He doesn’t really understand why the ever sent him to damn Knoxville, Tennessee in the first place.. )

( Sawyer really didn’t know what the hell was he thinking when he offered a drink to that barely legal kid in the New York bar where he went that evening. He hadn’t been back in L.A. since the rescue. )

( Matt knows he’s supposed to arrest this James Sawyer Ford who’s standing in front of him, looking defeated. )

( “Now, how can someone possibly be so stupid?”, asks Matt to the guy in front of him. )

( Matt and Mohinder never really fought, but that one time it happens, it’s a blow. )